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So the hopefully-job-to-be was supposed to call today. They did not,… 
30th-Apr-2004 11:22 pm
Burning Man
So the hopefully-job-to-be was supposed to call today. They did not, and this means one of three possibilities:
  1. They made their decision to take me, and simply forgot to call. This is highly unlikely.
  2. Their decision was delayed (forgotten, or just late). This is likely (my other dealings with Corporate America have been plagued by delays)
  3. They decided against me and are cowards. This is entirely possible.

Went to TKD today. It was invigorating as usual, but I know I am too slow and too weak. The weakness is possible to combat, assuming I can train what I need to without hurting myself (I probably am that far gone for my core). The slowness is something in my mind. I have always been slow on my feet, physically, mentally, and socially.

This bothers me: I have told others to communicate their proposals for my time in advance for everyone's easiest implementation. However, due to the first point, this is making me overly stressed about this. My bosses want to know when I'm leaving, and I can't give them a fucking answer, because I am forced to repeat the flakiness of others. If there is one thing I cultivate in myself and try to pride myself on (as useless as such a feeling is) is my reliability. When I am forced to become unreliable, it annoys me, when I am forced to become such at the hands of someone I am indebted to, I am thoroughly bothered.
I guess I'm just an anal-retentive boring moron.

PETER
Comments 
1st-May-2004 06:52 pm (UTC)
Call them on Monday.
1st-May-2004 07:24 pm (UTC) - That's what I was going to do.
Duh.
3rd-May-2004 07:51 pm (UTC) - Re: That's what I was going to do.
You are not a moron if it is a "duh" to call them on Monday.
2nd-May-2004 12:18 pm (UTC)
you're not a boring moron! why would you say you are?
2nd-May-2004 03:06 pm (UTC)
Because this is the truth. Because that is the face that I know everyone sees.
2nd-May-2004 04:06 pm (UTC)
i don't think you're a boring moron. you are very fun to talk to!

*hug*

cheer up!
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