So, on top of all the other indignities, zsparke
was in the neighborhood last night, and I was asleep.
You know, it would be a lot easier if I truly believed I didn't matter. Then my feelings would be in alignment with the rest of the world's and I would be able to move along in peace, others treating me as they may.
I hope I can go to the party to work on my project. And if I can't? Well, then my project group members will know just how unreliable I am and that I should not be trusted.fuck