Peter (xoder) wrote,

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And another compulsion past..

Just finished Harry Potter book 4 (the Goblet of Fire). Now I should be able to relax and get on with my other readings, like Night of Camp David, a story about an insane President seeking nuclear holocaust.

Today was boring. There was no physics lab, so I slept late, and only had two classes--Intro to Matlab, and Viking Myth and Saga. Both were good.

The most exciting part of my day was begging the Features editor to extend my deadline to Sunday (which is when the text is sent to be formatted) for the Honors Program article. The reason being that there is a big dinner thingie which promises to be very informative re: the new, accepted, official honors program.

I just realized I forgot to pick up my film that I took at WTC. I'll do that tomorrow.

Other than that, you can read my results from the colorgenics test if you dare. Tell me if you think its accurate.


Colorgenics Test
You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others...and it is this need that sometimes will hold you back ... so let go - trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens ...

You don't really give in. You follow your beliefs and ideals to the bitter end. You are the personification of stubbornness and whatever may transpire, right or wrong, you refuse to compromise or make concessions.

You have a high opinion of yourself......It is perhaps because of this self-centredness, that you become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you. When this happens.. and it does quite feel that there is no-one that can understand the way you feel, and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to take offence.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all ... The existing situation is not of your liking. You have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others ... and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of "total surrender". This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome; You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able can you maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence "you need to be needed" ... and at the same time... .."you need to need".

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from a close and harmonious relationship.
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